Monday, July 4, 2011

10 Days of BS: I'm Fine

★Day 04- What do you lie about the most?★


I lie about very little. I am an open book and I tell it like it is. I feel like I shouldn't have to lie to you about anything. If your hair looks like shit, then I'm going to tell you it does. But, there is one thing I will lie about. And I do. Every. single. day. It's when I say "I'm fine." Because you know what? I'm not! I'm not fine being taken out of the place I love and brought to the East Coast. Which, I hate the East Coast. I'm not fine being stuck with my kids every single day of my life with no break. No hour for me to spend alone. No down time. I'm not fine never seeing my husband yet never seeing a paycheck worth all the time he's away. I'm not fine feeling neglected and then told I'm wrong for feeling that way. I'm not fine being told my degree means nothing because nothing will ever mean more than his job. Catch my drift? I'm not fine. Yet, I have to smile and act like nothing is wrong....
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2 comments:

Destiny said...

yeah you always hear people saying "i'm fine" maybe being that open book needs to be put to work. speak up :)

Destiny said...

yeah you always hear people saying "i'm fine" maybe being that open book needs to be put to work. speak up :)